Never say never, I just said it twice, can see in your eyes that you don t know what I am talking about. Maybe that s because you don t care. It may be meaningless to you, but it means everything to me. Beat him senseless, kick his ass, make him pay for what he d done when you re gone. Tell him he s a cocksucker and you won t ever speak with him anymore. Friends are forever, well not in this life. You trusted he would be able to keep a secret to himself, maybe that s because you re naive and who s the bastard after all. But I know it s all his fault. Everything you had and everything you ve done; the same month he was gone. You never expected he d really go, you never thought that he would leave, after all you gave, this is what you get. You always said to him you can t come back and I am not accepting your apologies. And you're begging on your knees, 'cause this is what I am. This is what I am.